Rest

I lay down to rest
But rest eludes me
For I may never know
If I made a difference

If that one time
I could have helped
Should have helped
Would have helped

Will forever follow me
Till the day I die
And even after.

But what of those times
I was there?
I soothed a soul?
Gave a hug?

Will they ever make up
For those times I passed by?
I did nothing?
I ignored someone?

Whatever the case,
I cannot stop caring,
I will always be there
When one needs me.

I may not be able
To take away the worries
To comfort all the hurting
To call at moment's notice

But with my strength,
Poor as it is,
I will pray for those in need
I will care for those who need

A conversation,
A meal and company
A simple hug
An encouraging word

I will try.

I rest.